GAVINRUNSANDJUMPS!

CBulls.

2010-09-11T02:51:00.000-07:00

People asked why I'm such a fan of Derrick Rose and the Chicago bulls.

Derrick Rose, the evolution of the point god.
This kid is so good, he was a star at Chicago's own Simeon HS and also a star at Memphis leading his team to the National Championship Game.
He became the number one pick in the 2008 NBA Draft. Rose went off during his rookie year and won rookie of the year honors. Derrick led his Bulls to the playoffs and played in one of the best series ever in NBA history.
Derrick continued to work hard during the off season, also playing for Team USA. Derrick Rose went off against the Cavs this playoffs with Joakim Noah. The dynamic duo of the Chicago Bulls.
The Chicago Bulls added a third piece to the team, Carlos Boozer aka CboozBulls(Twitter). This was a great signing for the price of course. I wish it was 4years instead of 5, oh well. We finally get our low-post presence that we always wanted and takes pressure of D-Rose!
Derrick Rose became the first Bulls All-Star since Michael Jordan, wow it's been really long.
Rose this offseason has a three point shot now and he is going to be completely un-guardable. Watch out NBA!

2010-08-22T19:11:00.000-07:00

That little part of you, isn't here.

I wished I knew.

But then again, it's better not to know too much or ask too much.

2010-08-20T03:35:00.000-07:00

Maybe you regretted coming back to me.

I don't know.

So many things are happening at once.

I wished I knew exactly what you wanted.

Him? Me? Them?

Who are they to you?

I'm so.. irritated.

2010-08-13T04:58:00.000-07:00

I wished everything was simple.

I hate games.

Especially when it comes to relationships.

I'd do anything to know what you want, to fulfill your every desires.

I feel fine.

I'm not unhappy.

Just, not that happy either.

It's true I'm taking it easy.

But if you aren't gonna stay, please don't give me false hopes again.

I had quite a bit already.

I hope you're fine, no matter what happens.

Tomorrow will be a better day.

GOTTA START MUGGING NABUNABUEYNABEYNINAYOURMOTHER.

2010-08-08T11:56:00.001-07:00

Well, shit happens.
Get over it.

Time

2010-08-03T21:26:00.000-07:00

Once again, time has proven.
It won't wait.
It won't turn back.
For no one, no one at all.

Guts.

2010-07-21T02:31:00.000-07:00

If one of us had the guts tonight
Had the chance to choose
Between life and fight
Left with nothing to lose

Where's your heart, wheres your home
This life you were raised in
Wheres your heart, wheres your home
This is the downfall we live in

I will remember what you've done
I will take back the time you owe
We'll watch the sun go down
We'll watch as it may go
We'll watch the sun go down
We'll watch as it may go

2010-07-20T02:32:00.000-07:00

Words are cheap.

What are they?

I'm going to keep all my comments to myself.

Share?

What for?

Tsk.

2010-07-11T21:13:00.000-07:00

"Don't make decisions when you're angry.

Don't make promises when you're happy."

So fucking true.

Wake up.

2010-07-11T20:46:00.000-07:00

Times like this.

I question myself if everything I'd dreamed of would ever come true.

What if everything I wanted wasn't what I needed.

What if something goes wrong along the way?

What if I'm still lost, and I can't find my way soon enough?

Once again, I should remind myself that life's still great.

And I should appreciate everything I have right now.

Look Away by Chicago on replay.

"If you see me walking by, and tears in my eyes.

Look away, I don't want you to see me this way."

Spain won. Good. But it'd be better if Germany won.

JER-MEE-NII

2010-07-10T11:07:00.000-07:00

3-1 or 3-2 go go Germany.

Klose better score.

Since I've known you. S.

2010-07-09T22:26:00.000-07:00

I hadn't seen you in years.

It's kinda weird thinking back at those times.

It's a funny feeling.

But life's great.

And you're sweet.

When you're here but not quite.

Don't ask why.

Cause we're just feeling what we're feeling.

Life's still wonderful.

Life, has a funny way of trying to make

you a certain type, and making it hard.
Life, is feet firmly on the ground
with a fear of flying. It's always too far
It only makes me stronger
When you say I can't do it,
I'll work that bit harder
When you say it's not within my grip
The barriers, I'll break them down
I'll prove myself, I'll stick around, I'll get through it all somehow.
Nothing's unreachable.
Life, is full of all these empty words.
In perfect rhyme, when they don't make no sense.
Resigned, to all of these doubts and nerves.
You want first place, but you always seem to be only the second best.

Marina Bay Sands

2010-07-08T01:46:00.000-07:00

Few days back, I was at the Marina Bay Sands Hotel.

My aunt wanted to try the Casino and stuff so we just went along.

Anyway the view from up there is breathtaking.

There isn't much to do unless you're either fucking rich, or fucking desperate to get rich.

Heheh.

The swimming pool's really cool though.

It's located right at the top.

On the 57th storey.

There, you'll find plenty of beach chairs for tanning.

And a hell lot of pretty girls of different nationalities.

Often accompanied by rich old men.

NO LAH KIDDING.

Not going to stereotype today.

Not now though.

Ah anyway shall let pictures do the talking.

I'm discovering more and more about myself each day.

It's good I guess.

Ego's growing too.

That's not so good.

Nowadays I don't feel like opening up so much to just anyone anymore.

Maybe I'm afraid, or perhaps maybe it's just part of growing up.

But whatever it is, I've learnt not to wear my heart on my sleeve anymore.

NERDBOIIBOIIZXZX

2010-06-29T21:29:00.000-07:00

At pasirris.

The girls wanted to drink.

Was @ Jacq's place the past few nights.

Watching horror movies to studying to playing monopoly.

It was warm and comforting to know I still have people around me to love and be loved by.

Anyway we took loads of pictures over the past few weeks but lazy me very malas.

We made a stupid video.

Like social suicide stupid.

HAHA FUCKOFF!

I WANT TO STUDY LATER!

ANYONE INTERESTED PLS TEXT ME.

TYVM.

An hour too late.

2010-06-28T02:32:00.000-07:00

What about today?
What about now?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late.

I was hoping I could meet you today to try and make things right.
You accepted my request to watch a movie together.
Thinking we might still have another go at this.

5.29pm: You texted me saying you're now attached with some other guy you known for less then a month.

Baby, it's too late.

2010-06-18T09:16:00.001-07:00

You're having fun?

Well, good for you.

2010-06-13T22:57:00.000-07:00

Forever is a long time, and time changes everything.

I've so much to tell you, so much I want to do with you,

But it wouldn't be right anymore.

All I had hoped for,

Slowly vanishing.

Memories haunting,

I know I sound stupid.

I'm a loser on Facebook, Twitter.

Even with my friends,

I go on and on about the good times we had, the promises you made.

I guess enough is enough..

Will they find our hiding place?

2010-06-11T23:45:00.000-07:00

It could be wrong

Could be wrong

But it could've been right

It could be wrong could be

Love is our resistance

They'll keep us apart they won't stop breaking us down

Hold me, our lips must always be sealed.

If we live our life in fear

I'll wait a thousand years

Just to see you smile again

Kill the prayers for love and peace

You'll wake the thought police

We can't hide the truth inside

If my absence is your key,

I'll be gone.

How To Trust For Dummies

2010-06-04T19:16:00.001-07:00

Trust isn't easy.

Especially when the world let you down time and time again.

But I should trust you.

Give you my heart, it's yours to make or break.

I don't know how much longer I can go on like this, but well.

As long as you're fine I'm happy.

I don't want to force answers out of you.

I wish you knew what you want.

Even if it means letting me go.

Most of all, I want you to be happy.

When everyone else turns on you, I'll still be here.

Be it as a friend, or something more..

I should stop expecting so much.

2010-06-03T02:40:00.001-07:00

Maybe I'm better gone.

Maybe that would solve all your problems.

Maybe that would make you happy.

You never know.

You won't have to hear me say 'Sorry' again..

2010-05-31T23:39:00.000-07:00

If it's wrong to tell the truth?

What am I supposed to do?

If it's wrong to do what's right?

And what I feel?

Then I'm guilty.

I mean shouldn't we follow our heart and all?

So why do we have to pretend we don't care?

Why you do have to ignore those that really care and fall for those that don't?

I guess I realized no matter what I say or do won't matter to you anymore.

Truth is, I realized you're too good for me.

In a way, I can't deal with all the attention you're receiving.

You might say I'm insecure.

But everyone of us has our own bit of insecurities.

Maybe because you're too pretty, people tend to overlook your imperfections.

Not that it's bad but I guess they like you for what they see not what you are.

I don't know, I'm probably not in any position to say such stuff anymore.

I loved all of your bad habits and temper and everything.

Really.

But now, I'm just the other guy.

An option.

Maybe things aren't supposed to be like that.

I should stop trying.

Cause after all. I'm nothing.

I'm just wasting everybody's time.

Maybe this is the life you've always wanted.

Free and all.

I hope you meet the guy of your dreams and I hope he'll take good care of you.

SADPY.

2010-05-28T03:16:00.000-07:00

I need to study.

Real bad.

Been exercising a lot and working out trying not to think about it.

Kinda helps relieving pain but it's only temporary.

Someday, I've to face it.

Still.

:( Fuck these shitz.

No one ever lied straight to your face

No one ever stabbed you in the back

You might think I'm happy

But I'm not going to be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted

Never had to work it was always there

You don't know what it's like

Emotions

2010-05-27T01:23:00.000-07:00

The ones we love tend to stay in our hearts and minds long after the relationship ends. While some move on quickly, others dwell and heal at a slower pace. Whatever the case, the thoughts, emotions and memories we experience during this time are heartwrenchingly powerful and real.

2010-05-27T00:53:00.000-07:00

This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same
I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering

Its's the twenty-sixth again.

2010-05-26T01:22:00.000-07:00

What does this day means to you?

It reminds me of pain, reminds me of loneliness, reminds me of emptiness.

It reminds me of my loss.

Reminds me of everything I had put into it.

Reminds me of my sacrifices.

Big and small.

It might not been much to you, but it wasn't easy for me at all.

You might not miss me as much, or some other people had already filled part of the hole in your heart.

What kind of guy am I?

Why can't I just learn and accept the fact?

How long more do I have to wait?

What am I waiting for?

Will I get hurt again?

So many questions,

Whose going to answer them.

People tell me to think really carefully and all because of exams and all.

But somehow my heart tells me to just trust you.

Love makes us do stupid things.

I might not be rich or anything,

Might not have made your heart melt.

But I'm definitely not anyone's spare tyre.

I don't want to be an option.

I don't even know what my point here is.

I'm confused.

Messed up.

And I miss you.

This day reminds me of joy too.

Choices.

2010-05-25T03:34:00.000-07:00

Open your eyes, look within. Are you satisfied with the life you're living? -Bob Marley

2010-05-18T18:33:00.000-07:00

Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for.
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for.
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armor
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despise you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?

Shake that bridge!

2010-05-14T22:28:00.000-07:00

Okay firstly all these pictures are not in order.

But you should be able to tell the order yourself.

HAHA.

Unless you're dumb like fuck.

Anyway Airport for art > Circle Line waited for Aug > Helix Bridge!

Pictures speak a thousand words.

YAY I don't have to talk so much anymore.

Boring right?

MAD TIRED THIS MORNING.

S don't be unhappy!

It's part and parcel of life you'll pull through.

When You Left, You Took Away The Best Thing I Had.

2010-05-12T19:57:00.000-07:00

HI HAYLEY.

HI CONSPIRACY.

Seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years.

When are you coming home?

When I close my eyes everyday.

I'm in a totally different world.

I'm reliving the past.

It haunts me.

Anyway mid years are almost over.

I should be able to pass them.

Thanks to all the careless mistakes.

Okay after midyears studying fucking hard for prelims like I won't see girls again.

Then after prelims studying NBfuckingfuckingextremely hard for O levels.

KEBABOOM.

Then I'll get A's for 6 subs.

HAHAHAHAHAH. FUCK HELL NO.

I forgot took Mother tongue.

Kk I got a plan and a goal now.

Nothing's gonna stop me now.

Meanwhile,

CATHY NGUYEN AND EMINEM NEVER FAILS TO MOTIVATE ME.

Yeah baby~

2010-05-04T22:42:00.000-07:00

'Love breaks my down.

It makes me weak.

It makes everything else look small.

Makes me look stupid.'

Truth is, I am weak.

Because I'm without you.

Because half heart and soul is gone.

Truth is, I don't mind looking stupid.

Cause love brings us happiness.

Love makes all of us stupid.

It's been so many days.

I don't dare to delete my inbox for fear that I might never get to read them again.

Photos in my phone, in my mp4.

Memories flow back to me like rivers.

Endless.

Miss making up after quarreling.

Miss making you angry,

Miss sending you home.

Miss the silence we had.

Miss singing songs to you.

Miss lying beside you.

Miss cooking and washing up for you.

Miss thinking where to go with you.

Miss everything.

How have you been?

You've been ignoring me for days.

Is this how it's going to end?

So many questions.

No answers.

Girls are devils. Girls are devils. Girls are devils.

Shall spend this time to study and recover.

Schoolmates get me through each and everyday.

What am I going to do without you guys.

Thanks for everything guys.

Alright airport to study later then swimmmmmmming!

I'm going to be fine.

yay.

Airplanes. Wish.

2010-04-28T02:05:00.000-07:00

Wished I could reverse time.

What did I do wrong?

Seriously.

Who am I kidding?

413

2010-04-23T09:56:00.000-07:00

Where do I run away to?
Seek answers?
Is it necessary?

Devastated.

2010-04-20T02:14:00.001-07:00

Maybe I had been too naive..

Values.. where do we place them?
Don't they matter anymore?

A letter to a person I care about.

2010-04-17T03:36:00.001-07:00

Dear Rachel,
For months, I've been running away.
I've been running away from quarrels, from arguments.
I tried to give in all the time.
I tried saying Sorry.
I hated quarreling with the one I love.
I've made mistakes, gotten jealous. said stupid things to some of your friends.
I even did childish stuff to keep guys away from you.
Till recently, you've been telling me you're sick of my apologies.
Although you might not say it, I know the things I say, no longer make you feel happy, or cherished.
All this words might be bullshit to you.
But I swear I mean them.
Maybe few years from now, when either one of us ever come back to this page,
we might laugh, we might cry, but we'll never deny that we happened.
Perhaps, you're sick of me.
13 months. We've gone through so many things together.
Yet in just a flash, everything's gna fall apart.
I'm someone you couldn't be proud of, but it's fine.
Cause it's nothing new.
It's been close to 18 years now.
I've not travelled alot.
I've not had a lot of toys.
I've not had very good grades.
I've nothing to be proud of.
The only thing i could try was be there for you all the time.
Maybe I had done some things in the past, that you weren't very happy about.
But I'd learnt.
I did change.
But who knew?
No one.
I just wanted someone to be proud of me.

I just wanted you to be proud of me..

That's all..
I love you and no matter what happens.
I guess I'll just keep our memories, and the love I have for you, buried deep within me.

with love, gavin.

2010-04-15T20:48:00.001-07:00

What's my life worth right now?
Just tell me what I've to do.
Cause I've tried long and hard.
And it doesn't seem to work.

:(

pls.

2010-04-13T08:51:00.000-07:00

What a dramatic week.
Devastating, immersely painful.
I hope i'll never have to go through it again.
I hope i'll continue to be strong, to be a pillar of strength and support for myself and the people around me. The world needs love. Needs patience. Needs care. I shall learn to be a better human. Playing my part in my own little way. I love you Rachel. I might had said it alot of times, but i've never felt this strongly. I hope it's enough to bring us a little happiness and trust. No matter where you put me in your heart, whether im right at the top or right at the bottom. I'm happy to be a part of it. Thanks for everything. You make me mature and not be so shallow. Everything you've done unknowingly, teaches me something about you. You're special. From the bottom of my heart. Remember i ask you what you're good at and you couldn't answer? I have an answer for you. You're good at being true to yourself. you make people around you to be the the person they should be and deserve to be. You inspire everyone around you to love and be loved. Most importanrly, you inspire me to want to be a better boyf for you. Day after day, months after month, you make me fall in love with you again and again. I don't ask for anything. Be the girl you deserve to be and i'll be happy for you. 13 months, its not long, neither is it short. But it's enough to tell me, that you're the one i want to be with.

2010-04-06T01:03:00.001-07:00

HELPLESS.

MSGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

2010-04-03T03:23:00.000-07:00

I'm quite certain nobody reads this blog anymore.
Haha but what the fuck whatever.
This the 2nd day of not walking and staying home.
My baby girl bought kfc for me for dinner!
My dad like jealous only.
HAHA.
Thanks honey.
Anyw not to side track, went to visit the chinese physician fo rmy leg to do accupunture?
Omg the massaging part was freaking pain but surprisingly i didnt even feel the needles when he stuck like so many into my leg.
blahblahblah maggi for dinner again.
Bye people.
I'm going to die of cancer and hair loss.
LOL.

2010-04-01T20:54:00.001-07:00

INJURED.

Fuck man.

Although I always get scratches and falls in a game, I seldom get injures like the one I have now.

It feels worst then a normal sprain, when I try to move it it just won't move there's this damn loud clicking sound and I'll start breaking out in cold sweat.

WTF man.

I'm not going to get injured before my major papers.

I can't walk.

I can't leave my house.

How am I going to enjoy my holidays?

How am I going to go over to Rach's to make sure she's fine.

Sigh.

Seriously hate this feeling.

I initially thought of going National Museum today.

ARGH FUCKK ENOUGH OF RANTING.

GNA BE A LONELY BOY AT HOME zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. -.-

Happy 13th.

2010-03-26T23:24:00.000-07:00

Right it's been awfully long since I last blogged.

I didn't felt like opening myself out to the world and stuff somehow..

But yesterday was my 13th month anniversary with my Baby Girl.

This photo wasn't taken ytd, taken few days back.

(That girl didn't brought her camera out.)

We had dinner at East Coast and had a long walk to the jetty and blahblahblah not gng to tell you guys 'nehnehnipoopooooo' ahem lol.

Headed down to Marine parade and had ice cream + arcade.

Omg so long since I 'arcade-d.'

HAHA.

K anyway im tired of typing bye.

Love you RHYT!

26.

2010-03-06T02:35:00.000-08:00

You'll always have my back. And I'll always have yours.

I'll be scanning through the crowds for your face.

We'll share the same sky forever and ever.

Some day, I'll be flying through the clouds.

Reminding you that you're never alone.

Never..

Heart hurts like fuck.

No one knows.

Never.

Overdued!

2010-01-10T01:56:00.000-08:00

All these are pictures taken during Christmas eve!

So long ago right?!?!

But still gonna post it up.

Here's my dad with Matthew!

Damn cute and well-behaved.

Matthew and his younger brother, Ethan.

Above - Family. Haven't had a family photo for a damn damn long time.

Below - Mom. She's going through a lot right now and I wished I could help.

But there's nothing much I can do except support her no matter what.

Cheeky boy. HAAA!

I haven't been going school much the past week.

I couldn't get adjusted to the hours.

I've quite a great bunch of classmates.

Maybe we can all mug together and hopefully get good grades.

Hopefully.

Well school tmr.

But before that, I'm gna head down to Popular bookstore to get studying materials!

Hopefully they'll motivate me to go school more often.

Then prolly meet my lovergirl later on at night.

Oh anyway, do people still listen to Dub Pistols these days?

Cuz I do.

They're great!

Lots of computer games I played when I was younger features their songs.

See you guys!

I promise to update more often!

Its the last day.

2009-12-30T23:17:00.000-08:00

New Year?

New start?

Bullshit.

We can all start changing for the better anytime we like.

For me, I want to be more disciplined.

Cut my hair short.

So nothing's going to stop me form doing the things I should be doing.

Studies, I should be fine.

Family, few of my relatives are kinda sick and suffering from long term illnesses.

Whatever it is I hope we'll all be able to be happy and not waste time arguing and fighting anymore.

Love, baby's gotta work everyday and I don't wish for her to be unhappy unnecessarily.

I'll try my best to practice a lil more patience.

She's wonderful and great.

And I've never regretted.

I used to think I could adapt to changes easily.

But I'm beginning to fear changes.

It's easy to say don't worry and all.

But how do you fight something you know nothing about.

I'm afraid I can't keep up..

Happy New Year people!

It's not about whether it'll last.

2009-12-24T06:08:00.000-08:00

Headed to Town the other day with Rachel.

We've been quarreling for days non-stop.

Maybe she lost faith in me or in love.

But I really hope she won't lose faith in herself.

Cause I have faith in her.

That you can be happy if you choose to.

We live once. Just once.

In a flash, we'll all be old and gold.

I want to love you.

Love you with all I have.

I don't want to waste another moment of happiness I have with you worrying about whether it'll last.

I just want us to be happy.

Even if it doesn't last.

I know for sure, you'll never forget me.

Hopefully you'll smile when you think of me.

I love you now, later, always.

Sorry I have not been treating you well.

Forgive me.

I hope you won't change.

2009-12-24T05:58:00.001-08:00

Oh look how far we've come.

2009-12-06T00:49:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a outing day with Rach.

Like finally.

Wanted to catch a movie but there wasn't any show that caught our attention.

Meeting her again at TM later.

Oh and I bought a new blue backpack from Adidas.

One of my favorite brands of all times.

But I'm starting to regret a bit.

Waste money lor :(

Emotions.

2009-12-05T22:44:00.001-08:00

"I'll be lying if i said it didn't bothered me. Cause I think I created them, like all the mistakes I made in my life. I created a picture of me thats not me. I did a lot of things when I was young that I'm not proud of. But I think those things helped me be the man that I am now, all I want to do is play basketball."

- Allen Iverson

Once everyone's idol.

His crazy killer crossovers.

Like all the other kids.

I used to watched clips of him playing over and over again.

All his insane clutch play.

The way he broke people's ankles.

The way he faced Michael Jordan one - on - one.

The way he saved the game with a steal and a 3 on the other end.

I hope the NBA won't lose someone like him.

I hope the Philadelphia 76ers would take him back.

Enough about basketball.

The statement he said really inspired me.

Like all the things in my life.

So what if I retained.

So what if I stopped going school for a period of time.

So what if i got into alot of trouble.

Its all the past.

And I shouldn't be ashamed of my past.

All those made me mature.

I chose to take the longer and harder route.

So what.

In the end, I'll get there.

I learnt so many lessons that money can't buy.

I learnt so much about people.

The way some of them have their two faces.

Smiling and all, but inside, fucked up.

I learnt how some people can be there with you and seem like the nicest people.

But when things happen.

They're the first to be gone.

I learnt, that a few true friends or even one is good enough.

AHHH K IM TALKING TOO MUCH!

One more day to Baby's return.

AI AI AI! <3

Morning sun shines onto my ass.

2009-12-04T17:23:00.000-08:00

Girls Generation!

My friends were talking about about them so yeah.

Not to sidetrack..

Omg finally not working today.

Fucking tired and shag.

Not very happy working everyday.

Can't wait for Rach to be back in Sg.

She's in Hongkong.

My parents are also in Bintan.

WO YAO SI LE.

YUNTING QUAI DIAN HUI LAI!

WO HUI ZAI AIRPORT DEN NI DE.

HEN DUO HUA XIANG DUI NI SHUO! <3

to: my dearest love

2009-12-02T07:50:00.000-08:00

hi baby! gna miss you alot alot when i'm away. Texted you that goodnight message and you better listen to my words ah! Don't let me worry about you.
5 days, very fast over one k. By then you'll be the first one i see when i reach sg hehehe. Will hug you real tight!
Plz takecare of yourself alright? Ai si ni le. <3

with much love, rachel.

2009-12-01T18:19:00.000-08:00

" Live in the moment and make it beautiful.

So that it is worth remembering. "

Baby's going overseas tomorrow morning.

I'll surely miss her.

Been growing fat and seriously, I should start exercising soon.

FATS.

LARD.

Eat + Sleep = Fat.

Eat + Sleep + TV = Fat unknowingly.

So tell me.

2009-11-13T21:53:00.001-08:00

Had a long day with Love ytd.

AH WORK LATER.

SIANNNNNNNNNNNN!

I wna play ball badly.

I wna go malaysia with the rest of my teammates:(:(:(:(

But I can't.

Never going to let you go.

2009-11-07T17:54:00.000-08:00

Today's gna be a better day for us.

I'm going to try.

I don't want anything between us to change.

It's really up to us.

I'm not going to let fate take away my one and only love this time.

Destiny lies in my own hands..

No, never.

True happiness is worth fighting for.

Everytime you feel like giving up,

Think back, the reason you held on for so long.

1. I love you because you wore pink and black on our first date.

2. I love you because you are god damn innocent and harmless.

3. I love you because you told me to ask HSBC when i ask you what to eat.

4. I love you because you went for lunch with your family.

5. I love you cause that kinda made me smile. (Even though I didn't quite realize who you were.)

6. I love you cause you wore yellow that day!

7. I love you when I found out we're primary one classmates!

8. That fat nerdy boy with that geeky girl with harry potter specs and ba-geh!

9. I love you because you had fat chubby cheeks.

10. Yes, I did mention HAD because all the skin products made you a lil less cute.

11. But I still love you no matter how you turn out to be.

12. Even if you suddenly had 10000x moles growing on your face the next day.

13. I love you cause you were tall.

14. And you still are.

15. I love you cause you put on braces.

16. I suddenly had a 'braces fetish' just before I knew you.

17. I love you because in my heart, you're always that home-ly girl.

18. I love you because you listen to your parents.

19. I love you because you love them as much as you love yourself.

20. I love you because you always try to do something silly to make yourself feel better although it doesn't always work.

21. Well, not without me.

22. I love you because you always have to depend on me.

23. I love you alot because you always have to depend on me.

24. Yes, twice cause it really works on me.

25. I love you because we always have this silly talks about us getting a child and naming it 'Chelvin'.

26. I love you because we got together on this date. 26.

Rachel Ho Yun Ting.

I know I said this alot of times and I know at times you feel like I'm not meaning it.

But I really do.

And I'm not afraid to let the world know that I really do love you.

You make my heart go tra-la-la and boom-boom-pow.

And sometimes a lil of beaauuuuuuuuuuuutiful - girl-la-la.

Alright, darling see you later!

2009-11-05T08:28:00.000-08:00

Rachel here, helping this stupid man to blog my first post for him in his blog! Hehehe bet he didn't expect it. Anw, many thanks to him for fetching me from school today, bringing umbrella and slippers for me to change. And also a wind breaker to cover myself. We'd so much fun walking in the rain rightttt! even though the both of us got wet ;)

'There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved.' - George Sand

I love you Gn! Always my sweetie pie <3

HI!

2009-10-28T17:49:00.000-07:00

Good morning world!

I'm a free man from now!

Enough of y= mx + c and all that kind of shit.

BURNBURNBURNTHROWAWAY!

I never want to touch maths again though I kinda love it.

BUT IM A FREEEEEEEEEE MAN!

I'm lovin' it!

Cheers to that.

Alright, I'm gna meet my baobao later.

P.S :

Lazy to blog.

Follow me in twitter will update there more often.

When ignorance becomes your best friend.

2009-10-27T21:18:00.000-07:00

Probably gonna cut and colour my hair later.

O level maths later.

Yet I can't find any mood to study.

What's up with my attitude man.

Everyone's so nervous and panicky while I'm just relaxing and enjoying life still.

WOW.

K it sucks.

I feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel poor.

This world would go crazy, it's an emergency..

2009-10-11T22:57:00.000-07:00

'Don't gain the World and lose your Soul.

Wisdom is better then Gold or Silver.'

-Bob Marley.

WHO HAS SWEEET TOOTH!!!!?

Headed to Love's house a few days back.

Brought her a piece of cake to make her happy.

Exams are finally over now let with one more O level maths paper.

Anyw have I mentioned that 'FlashForward' is really the sex nowadays.

I look forward to every episode of it.

Nuffsaid,

Click my ads plssss. :(

why?

2009-10-06T07:23:00.000-07:00

I thought being a sweeter boyf would make you happy.
I thought doing my best for you would make proud.
In some ways.
But why is it when you're feeling down and sad, I don't even know whats bothering you?
Despite asking you and calling you up you just said you were alright.
But my heart tells me you're not.
Have i done something wrong?
Or have i not done something for you?

Tell me my dear, cause it hurts knowing you're sad.
It hurts even more not being able to help..

Art Isn't Easy As 1,2,3.

2009-10-03T07:42:00.000-07:00

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure.

I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times, a little hard to handle.

But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

-Marilyn Monroe

Studies have been killing all my cells.

Not that I've much study cells but stress is building.

I can feel it.

It feels like I'm never going to finish studying anything.

It never ends.

Maybe its just the same as life.

You know problems won't stop.

After overcoming one hurdle, you never know when there'll be another.

Life doesn't stop.

The only thing that keeps us going is passion and love.

I'm hoping I'll not let myself down again.

Sorry Rach, I'll do you proud.

When the violets turn red, and the roses turn blue, I'd still be in love with you.

2009-09-24T17:17:00.000-07:00

K im supposed to be doing my art now.

Oh well.
Since i hadn't been updating my blog constantly i shall just type a short one.
Past few days with Rachel were definetly wonderful.
We had Ikea breakfast, Secret Recipe and all.
Treats for my Baby to cheer her up.
(Less PMS = good for me.)
HAHAH ok no la.
Just don't want her to go bed with a sad face.

Last night, played ball with Edward.
So long never play basketball already!
Fat.
Even baby says that.
HAHAH.
Should get back in shape when all my exams end.

"Men kick friendship around like a football and it doesn't seem to crack. Women treat it like glass and it falls to pieces" - Anne Lindbergh

"Friendships last when each friend thinks he has a slight superiority over the other." - Honore Debalazac

P.S. : I created twitter!
Try searching 'Runsandjumps'!
(:

i h8 this time of the year.

2009-09-14T22:45:00.000-07:00

i really dont like sept.
Esp when its nearing my bday.
Everything seems to be falling apart and it feels like im gna lose it all.
For the whole year, i tried to be a better person, a better man, a better friend, a better brother and better son a better everythhing..

But when september comes, everything just seem to go wrong.

No one will understand..
I don't wna be a better person anymore..

And rachel, i'm sorry i doubted you.
I guess i don't really deserved to be treated well by anyone anyway. Sorry.

What goes around, comes around.

2009-09-05T02:02:00.000-07:00

Oh my god.
I wasted half a day rolling around in bed already.
Fuck.
Exams are coming and I still can't stop procastinating.
Hell, what is wrong with me man.
Anyw will be gng down to Teck Ghee for competition later.
Damn shag and tired man.
I can't wait for the papers on tuesday and wednesday to be over so i can relax and spend some time with darl.

Determination man.
Stay focused Gavin.

P.s. Will be blogging less often until the exam peroids are over.
Sorry.

Agony.

2009-08-23T19:56:00.000-07:00

Cuz if you love me, you'll come look for me..

Anyway leg hurts like hell now, skipped sch too.
Cannot even walk properly and somehw all my colleages could tell too. :( ouch.

I don't ever want you to go..

2009-08-16T08:06:00.000-07:00

Would you stay forever?
Just like how you'd promised?

As long as you love me.

2009-07-29T01:54:00.000-07:00

Fuck this feeling sucks.
I swore I've nvr felt anything like this before.
Vomitted like 4 times already.
I keep feeling like i'm gng to vomit but the next second nth happens.
Left side of my head hurts like fuck.
Like something squeezing against it.
Ugh..
I fucking hate this feeling.
Please go away soon.

All in this together.

2009-07-24T20:08:00.000-07:00

Focus focus, come'on.
I've got to grow stronger and wiser as a player.
No pain no gain right, at least i've got my teammates and i'm so thankful for them.

P.s. I'll update about the kobe bryant clinic with the bloggers when the piccys are in.
Thankyou nuffnang! :)

running from the truth, i keep thinking bout you.

2009-07-21T00:53:00.000-07:00

When you feel all alone,
And the world has turn its back on you.
Its hard to find relief.
Whose gna be there?
I've to be strong and pick myself up.

Lifes been tough.

Sick.

2009-07-04T20:21:00.001-07:00

Everythings' temporary rest your head.

Cuz I'm permenant.

Felt kinda sick last night after balling.
I swore I almost fainted on the walk walking back.

Vision was blur and I kept perspiring like seriously alot.

And it's all cold one.

Feel like vomiting too.

But I controlled until I reached home then cannot take it already.

Hope today will be better.

Studying with Love and her friend later.

P.s

Can't wait for training on Tuesday.

Can't wait to get better at the game.

2009-06-29T05:30:00.000-07:00

I don't care where we go,
Let's start from here.

First day of school basically went through all the normal routines of hair checks warning and temperature checks.

Nothing much to blog man.
ZZZZZ.

P.s.
I think I'll still fail tmr's check man.
Ugly hair free hair cut here I come.

Happy 4th month!

2009-06-26T19:49:00.000-07:00

Love won't fill your stomach.
But without love, all the food will be tasteless.

Yesterday was my 4th month with Rachel.
Went out with the intention of going singapore river today.
But the events were so late.
Plus the interesting ones would be tonight.
So we detoured to Douby Gaugt.
On the way to the bus stop, we saw the Bungee Jumping thing at Clark Quay.
Love wants us to try next time.
Phew.
Yeah like AHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Love went to buy her Cinamorrol toy while i bought my flower.
Tsk.
Suddenly felt like growing something.
AND I SUDDENLY FEEL LIKE GETTING A REAL PUPPY!
YES A REAL ONE!

But i doubt my parents will consent to it given that my mom isn't quite fond of dogs.
Kk.

And that silly girl sewed for me a Domukun cushion ah!
First time in her life.
First time in my life someone sewed a cushion for me to hug also.
Damn big somemore.
And i went home carrying it then everyone in the bus kept staring at me.
HAHA.
Love, BGFITWWW eh?
Hmmmm.
Thanks for always trying your best to be there for me.
I love you very very very much.
Heheheh.
We'll last damn long k.

Happy 4th months!

Edit)
1.) The person who asked me to do .
• Rachel Ho Yun Ting.

2.) Your relationship with him or her .
• She's my girlfriend.

3.) Your first impression on him/her .
• Before we got together? Cute and tall.
After we got together, very honest and faithful.

4.) Your most memorable moment with him/her ?
• The first time I brought her to meet all my relatives and our first movie together.

5.) The most memorable thing you said to him/her ?
•Hm, I don't know. I think I've said alot of memorable things to her. I'll keep my promises. (:

6.) If him/her becomes your lover?
•She is my lover.
Try asking wife instead.

7.) If him/her becomes your lover , what would you like him/her to improve on ?
• Perfect the way she is.

8.) If him/her becomes your enemy , what will you do ?
• Forgive but won't forget.

9.) If him/her becomes your enemy , what will be the reason ?
• Probably lies or betray?
But enemy sounds so childish and exaggarated.

10.) The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now are:
• CANNOT SAY ITS A SURPRISE! -.-

11.) Your overall impression on her/him:
• She's the best girl anyone can ask for.
Won't ever wanna lose her.

12.) The characteristic you love most about yourself:
• Calm and able to solve any problem that comes along the way.

13.) The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
• Lazy lazy lazy.

14.) The most ideal person you want to be is :
• A better man.

15.) For people that care and like you, say something to them:
• I shy.
Hehe.

16.) Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:
1) Rachel
2) Renee
3) Vivian
4) Yinghui
5) Vanessa
6) Changsong
7) Tim
8) Yanyee
9) Sylvia
10) Candice

17.) Who is 6 having a relationship with ?
• He's single I think.

18.) Is 9 a male or female ?
• Female.

19.) If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing ?
• 10's attached.
Not compatible at all.

20.) What is 2 studying at the moment ?
• O' levels.

21.) When was the last time you had a chat with 3 ?
• 2 weeks ago.

22.) What kind of music does 8 like ?
• Meaningful ones.

23.) Does 1 have any siblings ?
• Yep. A cute cute brother

24.) Will you woo number 3?
• Hahahah. Friends la.

25.) How about 7 ?
• If I decide to turn gay.

26.) Is 4 single ?
• Not here nor there. Haha yes i think.

27.) What's the surname of 5 ?
• Ang.

28.) What's the hobby of 5 ?
•Smoke her life away play basketball 450.

29.) Do 5 and 9 get along well.
• Heard of each other but never spoken before.

30.) Where is 2 studying at ?
• Tampines secondary.

31.) Say something casual about your eyes :
• Sexy brown.

32.) Have you tried developing feelings for 5 ?
• As friends?

33.) What colours does 4 like ?
• I don't know! Alamak.

34.) Are 5 and 1 good friends ?
• They don't talk to each other.

35.) Does 7 like 2 ?
• HAHAHA. Would be interesting if it happened.

36.) How did you get to know 2 ?
• Her Ex-girlfriend.

37.) Does 1 have any pets ?
• Nope.

38.) Is 7 the sexiest person in the world ?
• hahahh no.

39.) How is 4 related to you ?
• She's my friend.

40.) Describe 4 .
• She's indecisive and can't make decisions.

2009-06-23T02:08:00.000-07:00

Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow.
No tomorrow, no tomorrow.
What a mad world, mad world.

Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.
I didn't mean to treat you coldly.
I didn't mean to fall asleep.
Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.
I promised you to pick up the pieces,
and work hard at making things at home okay.
But now that I've decided to and made the first move.
Aren't you going to be here to share my joy?
I'm really really really sorry my dear.
I hope you'll talk to me soon.
I'm sad.
And I know I need you.

Its only 3 days to our 4th month.
Dear girl,
I love you.

Untitled lah!

2009-06-22T17:19:00.000-07:00

Met up with (L) in the evening.
To airport from her tuition.
Kinda said a lil bit of what i've been bottling up and i felt a lil better.
Sorry love.
I know I sucked on the way back home.
Sorry, forgive me alright?

God made you, as well as me,
this means I am something,
the world is a liar
and if I must be a nothing
for you to see it, then so be it!

P.S.
Sorry for falling asleep so early love.
Was really really really tired.

FUCK ALL THESE FAMILY SHIT@#$#!@$@#%@#

2009-06-21T03:48:00.000-07:00

Seriously, I had enough.
Enough of putting up with your colours and everything.
I don't care if i've no allowance or no food anymore.
Fuck you.
You make my life difficult.

Don't even try talking sense into me.
Saying im a bad son and all.
It's not as if i never tried.
So just fuckoff.

Notinthemoodtoday.

2009-06-21T02:39:00.001-07:00

Ugh..

Annoyed with myself.
Fuck.
Bye.

6 more days.

2009-06-19T23:45:00.001-07:00

Life is a journey.
It doesn't matter how slow you are.
It doesn't matter how far behind you are compared to others.
As long as you don't stop walking.
You'll reach your goal at the end.
There'll be obstacles and choices to be made on the way.
Every choice you make takes courage.
Every mistake you make makes you stronger.
Life is a never ending lesson.

Kk enough of my ranting.
I'm just writing what I've been feeling.
I'm so hungry and I want to eat Ban mian.
Hahah.
Chatting with Darling now.
Heh.
Click my ads pls.
<3

AH WTH I GET JEALOUS FOR!!??!
HATE MYSELF EH.

I miss him..

2009-06-14T07:38:00.001-07:00

Sorrry if I've been too sticky to you.
I'll try my best to change.

Cause I don't want to alone, as long as you've tried..

2009-06-13T09:55:00.000-07:00

Regrets? No fuck it.

2009-06-12T22:15:00.000-07:00

I brought all of these upon myself.
Miserable?
Yeah.
But I have to accept it cause I made my choice.
I chose to spend more time with her cause i suddenly wanted to talk to her.
Therefore I'm not gna regret.
Take it like a man and get over it.
It's time to be strong Gavin.

Don't worry about me k?
I don't want to be a burden.
Justc concentrate studying hard.
When your O's are over,
You can be there for me.
I'll be waiting..

Picnic with my One and Only Yellow Woman..

2009-06-11T19:55:00.000-07:00

Woke Baby up in the morning at White Sands to buy the stuff for Picnic.

And her favourite Cheese sausages.

As well as my plain sausages to try making the Octopus Sausages Jandi in Boys over flowers made.

The weather was fine and everything was going well. (:

It's Love's first time having a picnic and I wanted to make it enjoyable for her.

We used her bike to cycle there.

Yeah fetch her.

I like(:

Seee seeeee!

The sausages!

Cute right.

I know it's not as nice looking as Jandi's one but its the thought that counts la!

HAHAH.

Hahaha.

As you have noticed.

We both wore yellow.

But it wasn't really planned.

It just so happened that we both had yellow as our favourite colour.

I like it cause its bright and cheerful.

Oh well.

I like this picture above!

I don't know why but I wish I'll always be that guy in front of Love.

Hehe.

Our Casio watches.

Same one again.

Hahh.

I love this one too!

That girls not even heavy at all.

Wonder what she eat everyday.

Lol.

Our picnic AFTER we packed up.

Before that the food and all were lying all over the mat and so unpresentable.

HAHAHAH.

But damn enjoyable.

Kinda taught Baby how to play Frisbee.

Damn fun if you know how to play it well.

But love damn cute playing Frisbee.

Her first again. (:

Headed to DownTown East after the picnic on bike to catch 'Ghost of My girlfriends past'.

Talks about a playboy and how his ex girlfriends made him realise how stupid he was not daring to love and all the women that cried over him.

The show was quite nice la.

I was touched.

Hehhe.

Should watch.

And.

Love's

Favourite photo of the day..

...

There you go.

Hmmm.

Oh oh oh.

Remember the Burger King sign at the exit?

We hate goodbyes come again soon.

HAH.

Eh people use the comment part to tag please.

Its under my post.

Don't be lazy come on come on.

Thanksvery much!

RachelHoYunTing I enjoyed my day very much.

And as promise I'll use my most sincere heart to make you happy k.

Rest well.

Hopefully you won't be so tired today.

I DREAMT I GREW TALLER!

2009-06-09T20:30:00.000-07:00

Oh my god.
I had this damn weird dream.
I dream i took my height and the person said i was 185 eh!
But dreams don't always come true.
:(
And I can't do anything about it this time.
HAHAH.

I even googled it out eh.
BUT ALL THAT CAME OUT WERE RUBBISH.
Where got growtaller.com one!?!?!?

Then if I want to solve constipation i've to go to shitfaster.com?!?!?!

HEH.

Come on Gavin.
5cm only!

Go go go GROW!

Anyway, side track abit.
Rachel<3>came over yesterday.
Wanted to go Loyang point for their Fish n Chips at the same time send her to tuition.
And know what!?

She forgot her tuition closed for that week.
-.-
And I canceled my order cause I thought we would be late for her tuition.
Haha.

Omg.
Spastic.
FOOD FOOD FOOD.
NO FOOD NO JOY.

Hoping to see that woman again later though.

Off to ball!
:D

Wondergirls rocks my socks la.
At least for now.

I had a sweeet sweeet day!

2009-06-07T20:40:00.000-07:00

AHN SO HEE of WG damn sweet-looking.

MUAHAHA.

Currently at Episode 13 of BOF.

SO SLOW RIGHT.

Ohmygod.

And Rach said she wanted to wait for me.

But she finished watching all already.

-.-

HAHA.

But that girl's been so sweet recently.

Somethings wrong.

But I kinda love it man.

I hope you'll let me get used to it.

But I will definitely not take it for granted.
(:

We're planning on a picnic and cycling trip next week man.

I want to make Bento boxes.

2009-06-07T00:14:00.000-07:00

Gavin will be a better man.
I need to be strong.
In my heart.
I will to be there for you.

I'll give you a reason to believe and carry on fighting.
(:

2009-06-06T03:20:00.000-07:00

Thank you for being nice to me.

Rachel Ho.

Meeting up with Edward to town shoppinggggggggggggggggggg.

Updates when i'm back.

If only you could read my heart..

2009-06-02T08:04:00.000-07:00

I HOPE HOPE TMR WIL BE A BETTER DAY.

I really understand that you have to study.
I think you got me wrong.
:(

I hope things will turn out fine with time.
Really really do..

26

2009-06-02T00:29:00.000-07:00

Stayed back in school to continue my art.
so therefore,

Normal art periods + Stay back =5 + 3 = 8 Hours eh!

Mad.
Accomplished.

Not.
UGH IM HAVING FUCKING GASTRIC AGAIN!
FUCKFUCKFUCK!

Cuz maybe the biggest difference,
is how much we're afraid to lose each other.

"You know I'd fight for you
But how I can fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now
I want the best of you
I dont care if that's not fair
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
It's now or never
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never.
Cause you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No room inside for me in your life "
- O-Town

What do they seem?

2009-06-01T01:26:00.000-07:00

I love you.
I need reassurance suddenly.
But I know its my own problem.
I'll just let myself fall for a lil while.
Before I crawl up again.

I hope you still feel the same.

Tell myself to be a better man, better man, better man..

Cuz I don't want to be removed or replaced again.

2009-05-31T04:29:00.000-07:00

Chinese tomorrow eh!
Oh my god.
I pass I happy already.
Throughout my entire Secondary school life, I've NEVER passed chinese.
44.. 45.. 49..
Never 50 before.

OH.
MY.
GOD.

Anyway I went to bought assessment books and all today and it totalled up to like 70 bucks.
Money money.
How I wished I can grow them outside my window and pluck them every morning.
But ugh..
Maybe, if watermelons started growing on trees.

Going for hair cut tmr.
Finally.
Provided the O level examiners don't cut my hair.

Baby's been busy for so long already.
I want exams to end quickly.
I miss the times we had together so so much.
I miss reading her blog when it had both of us inside and all.
Now its all books books and books.
I love you yellow woman anyway.
<3

Cause you won't be happy.

2009-05-28T05:13:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhhhhh study study study study.
Somebody please tell me how to pass chinese.
Ni ma ma de.
I don't even know my work and I'm sitting for Os on monday.
Fuck chinese papers up down left right everywhere.

Resolution for this month:

Calm and collected no matter what.
To keep my cool and be a better man.

Its all or nothing.

2009-05-27T04:02:00.000-07:00

I've been practicing hard at Maths these few days.
I want to prove to everyone that I can get A1 even though I never attend lessons.
I want them to take back what they say.
I'll work hard.
And I won't stop till I achieve my goal.

I think I tore my muscle or something.
:(
Sinseh soon.

It's all or nothing.
I want you to be in this with me.
That's the least we can do for each other.
Just be truthful to me and to yourself alright?
I love you.
I'll never be up when you're down.
So my dear, I won't let you fall again..

2009-05-24T01:56:00.000-07:00

No mood to blog.
If anyone understands how I feel?
I hope to do without the mask soon.

Basic courtesy ugh.

currently at Hougang overnight.

2009-05-23T12:24:00.000-07:00

Gna catch NBA later again with buddies.
AHHHHH!
Woman please take care of yourself when I'm not there k?
5 months.
It'll pass really soon.
After that nothing can break us apart.
Hmmm.
I miss Rachel Ho.

Go Denver go!
Stupid Lakers.
-.-
Non Nba fans you wont understand.

I don't know how I'm feeling now.
It's hard being a good guy.
But I know I must.
No matter what.

2009-05-19T22:55:00.000-07:00

Just came back from Kelvin's place.
All of us went to stay over night and watch nba this morning.
Denver vs Lakers.
All of us wanted Denver to win cause they played really well.
In the end, Lakers took over the game in the last minute.
Damn Bryant.
Stupid rapist.
HA.

Anyway.
I hope Love's feeling better now.
Results ain't everything.
I just want you to know that no matter what, nothings too big for the both or us to handle.
Chill' yo!
:D

Ball later.
Sleep now.
Results tmr.

Smack!

LITTLE THINGS GO A LONG WAY..

2009-05-14T09:35:00.000-07:00

Met up with Love at her place today as both of us didn't had school.
And we headed to Town in search of our 'cute cute' toys!
So old already still play toys.
TSK!

You guys know about the Capsule Machine children like us used to play?
Bugged our parents for 1 or 2 bucks each time we came upon one?

TADAAAAAAAA!

We saw so many different kinds of toys!
All so amazing and interesting.

Love finally setttled for her SugarBunnies watch!

Cute right?!

Anxiously wanting to get the pink one she wanted..

And!
AND!

She got the one she wanted on the first coin eh!

So lucky la!!!!!!

My WALL.E toy.

HEH!

Oh and please.

That's her hand one my leg.

Love doesn't have hairy legs.

HAHA.

Don't mind.

The eyes even flashes blue light la!

SO BLOODY CHICKENNEHXZXNEHXZX AMAZING.

And our Mario toys we got too!

I wanted the Ghost thing.

'Boo' they call it.

Instead..

Oh well.

Wall.e's got a new friend!

Well I had a wonderful time with Baby today.

Who says you have to spend alot to be happy?

Sometimes little stuff like this can make you really happy.

We all just have to learn how to be contented.

Really.

And Love's been really sweet and thoughtful nowadays.

Not that she wasn't before.

But even more now!

I love you Rachel HOHOOOOO!

BYE!

Gna have fun with my new toy.

Tag people tag!!!!

I meant comment!
BYE LOVE YOU.

Blogskin, not done.

2009-05-13T06:55:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps.
Going back to classic template.
Meanwhile just use the Comments to tag k?
Till I think of something nicer.
Gna change the background to orange.
AND PLEASE CLICK MY NUFFNANG ADS THANKYOUVERYMUCH.
Love Rachel Ho alot alot for doing so many things for me.

Headlines babaaaaaaaaaye.

2009-05-12T21:05:00.001-07:00

Restaurant city(:

Well, F got into the NewPaper headlines today.

And few other chinese papers.

Wow.

Totally.

Speechless-.-

Anyway, Exams suck a hell lot now.

Considering the fact that I registered for O level Maths just last week.

I've loads to catch up on.

I don't want to get left behind any more.

Probably score 6 points for N levels this year.

And 9 For Os next year.

I don't really care what others think about me.

Not if they don't affect how the person I love most thinks.

So yeah.

I'm just going to give it my best shot.

Holiday tmr and on friday as well.

Hopefully I'll be at Love's place tmr to sleep and maybe head out for a show and lunch.

But I doubt that lazy woman would anyway:(

I got a really really really really strong urge to get more muscle mass.

But seems like forever.

Am I doing something wrong now?

2009-05-09T19:18:00.000-07:00

I know that we can make it right
It's gonna take a little time
Let's not leave our selves with no way out
Let's not cross that line
That line

I don't wanna fight no more
I forgot what we were fighting for
And this loneliness that's in my heart
Won't let me be apart from you

I don't wanna have to try
Girl to live without you in my life
So I'm hoping we can start tonight
Cause I don't wanna fight no more

Remember that I made a vow
That I would never let you go
I meant it then I mean it now
And I want to tell you so

I just want a peaceful and stable relationship now.

I love you.

I miss you.

2009-05-09T02:19:00.000-07:00

Ugh my head's fucking spinning now.

Love don't want to reply me.

Anyway yesterday was a really bad day.

I hope she'll cherish me and respect me more.

I don't want to be an enemy to her.

Afterall, I cared.

But if caring so much makes her so mad, I don't know what else to do.

Is getting jealous my own fault?

Is it wrong of me to ask her keep her distance from other guys?

Someone tell me.

I'm lost, confused, stuck, afraid, sick, hurt.

So someone please tell me something.

I've always respected you and I always tried my best to trust you.

I've always tried to tell myself you won't do things to hurt me.

You promised never to hurt me again, look what happened?

I'm disappointed.

If you really love me, pick me up and never let me fall again.

Alright?

I'm trying my best already.

I don't want to be like a toy.

I have emotions.

Alright?

And I know I love you alot.

Even though I got mad at you and all.

I know I was wrong somewhere.

But let me know k.

Do your part?

Even as I was mad, I was fucking worried about you.

Do you really realise your mistakes?

Are you really going to change for me?

2009-05-08T01:54:00.000-07:00

I'm trying.

Tell me, what more should i do?

2009-05-07T04:41:00.000-07:00

MY 2nd Sweetheart!

1st will always be Rachel Ho.

Samsung Yp-Q1.

Went to bought it together with Love's parents.

Yes can imagine how weird it was right.

But the feeling after that was great.

Damn accomplished.

Love bought one too.

Aat first we couldnt find the white one.

But in the end...

Tadddddddddaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

Went over to baby's place one fine day while she was at school to rest and study.

Heh.

Home sweet home.

Even though not really mine.

AHH!

Stomachpain.

Vomited too.

Damn.

I hope what the doctor said last year wont come true.

I still want to play basketball:(

Study now, Play later.

2009-05-06T22:38:00.000-07:00

Ugh fuck can you not try so hard to be me.

Get a life please.

Going to work damn hard for exams.

At least get an A2 for O level maths.

I guess the world is that realistic.

Without education you're not going to get anywhere.

No matter who you are.

Ugly or handsome.

Nice guy or bad guy.

Its the cert they care about.

2009-05-04T01:06:00.000-07:00

Its all my fault.
I'm sorry for getting you into trouble.
Sorry.
I don't deserve your kindness.
I just hope you'll be fine.

God please I pray for her to be fine..
Take it out all on me if you have to, just keep her safe..
Amen.